"I haven’t even left yet, smelly little Zagreb. How can you go first?"
"Will I die if you wait any longer?"
……
Talking to himself in a low voice, I squatted quietly in the dark alone and cried. Finally, I simply cried and felt that I couldn’t hold on any longer. I almost didn’t recognize myself.
Fourteen hid a lot of things, even in front of father and mother, pretending to be brave, sensible and strong, pretending to have all the qualities of an adult, but not knowing that he was actually a child at that time
Until now, when I really grew up, I suddenly found myself pretending not to go. Many scruples and patience weighed heavily on my shoulders. I wanted to put everything back. I was a heartless child.
Pretend to be grown up when you are not grown up.
When I’m really old, I find myself pretending that I don’t stand the test at all and can’t protect others at all!
I don’t know how long I cried until my hands were cold and gradually lost their residual temperature.
This case ended like this. Cold Feather didn’t trust her intuition. In the past few days, she has been looking for it so aimlessly. She didn’t listen to what Mammy Liu tried to persuade her. She firmly believed that Xiaozha must still be waiting for her in some corner of the city. It seems that she has to be so busy to get by. The letter has been secretly sent out. Uncle Liu should be here soon!
I only hope that he can deceive his father and mother. How can such a woman really embarrass them and make them uneasy?
Jumping over the wall, I don’t know that there has been a black figure behind me for several days.
It’s the one who hasn’t really seen the lonely shadow since she got out of prison.
The carriage is waiting for joy in the car, waiting for the cold Yu, who has no longer restricted her action. All crimes of kindness and softness have not caused waves in his heart, just like Yu Fei and Ning Fei did at the beginning, or it is the same for her to leave, but it is just a woman in the harem. Recently, preparations in the harem are about the draft.
I never went to see Shanrou again, and then went to the cold palace, knowing that I would definitely go. Did I keep dragging my feet?
Seeing that Zi Xuan followed the carriage far away, he left safely first.
The carriage drove slowly forward to the spacious street, where people came and went, and the horses and chariots kept flowing. As always, it was lively and noisy, even when it was out of the night street, other streets were as lively as it was, and the weather was getting warmer. Everyone liked to go out.
Zi Xuan leaned against the window and lifted the curtain single-handedly. Although she looked out at her mind, she didn’t know where she had wandered.
At this time, there were a group of people on the roadside ahead, and I didn’t know what to watch, which was very noisy.
"What’s the matter?" Zi Xuan frowned slightly, which just slowed down and looked at the crowd in front. Since childhood, it was the most fun, but I don’t know when I lost interest.
"Handmaiden, go and see." Joy replied timidly, feeling that this Lord has changed in recent days.
Zi Xuan nodded his head and didn’t answer. He put the curtains to lean lazily on the side, pulled his robe and got cold.
Joy came to the car and finally squeezed in. I haven’t seen anyone yet, but I was immediately pulled out by an old man.
"Don’t look at the girl, it’s just a dying beggar. You can’t sleep when you go back late!"
"What’s the matter?" Joy frowned and asked
"It’s time for a man to be miserable." The old man shook his head.
"What’s the matter?" Joy is timid, so as one pleases is afraid to squeeze in again.
"Come on, come on, little girl, you should go home quickly. You’re a crippled beggar with two feet. You’re dumb and blind, and you don’t know how to climb into the street. I don’t think you’ll die of cold or starve to death." The old man sighed and left.
Joy was frightened at the sound of sudden pity, but she quickly took out all the broken silver and asked someone to give it to her, so she hurried back to the carriage.
"Is something wrong?" Zi Xuan opened his eyes slightly and his brow could not hide his tiredness.
"Just a poor beggar and a crippled handmaiden rewarded the Empress with silver." Joy answered truthfully.
Zi Xuan frowned and nodded, then slowly closed his eyes. The carriage passed far away from the crowd so slowly.
And the onlookers are still talking about his life and death. No one wants to mind their own business. At most, leave some silver to talk about it. Enough is enough. Sigh, sigh, the world is bleak. After sighing, people in this world are separated from each other.
Suddenly, there was a commotion in front of the crowd. I saw a seven-year-old boy shuttling through the crowd in a well-fitting brocade and white dress, holding a small bun and drawing a pair of long and narrow peach blossom eyes. However, several servants dressed up were chasing behind him.
"Young master!"
"Ling master … master …"
He shouted and chased this little wife, who was really naughty. It was the first time that he came out of the palace alone to neighboring countries, and he didn’t know that the emperor and empress were relieved.
The little boy was about to plunge into the crowd, but he was thrown out by a big fellow.
"Don’t hurry up and take it away, don’t go back to have nightmares late!" Said the big fellow, and put this little wife aside to see his one eye and plunged into the crowd again.
"Young master, if you don’t start, you won’t be able to get back in time. Madam will be angry then!" A page is finally to chase to low persuasion.
"You have a person", but the little boy narrowed his long and narrow eyes slightly and looked thoughtful.
"Oh, Lord, there are not all people here." The page looks like tears. If you don’t go back to the palace in time, you will suffer first, but they will!
"You have a dying cripple!" The little boy glared at the page crossly, but he jumped into the crowd with great flexibility and reached the front of the dying man.
"Oh, why are you coming again?"
"Young master? How bold! "
"Little doll, hurry up and go back late to have nightmares!"
Persuaded by the crowd, the little boy was motionless, but before the big fellow remembered him again, he could not be shaken at all.
Behind him, a group of pages arrived to disperse the crowd, and the child was completely protected. As soon as you look at this posture, you will know that it is not a noble prince or a rich brother.
They didn’t say much about what it was to stand back a little and wait for the play.
The man who was really surrounded in the middle was lying on the ground, but his face was destroyed, his hands and fingers were worn out, and his elbows were also worn out with a lot of blood. It seems that he climbed for a long distance, and his legs and ankles were all broken, and the blood was solidified everywhere.
I have worn my fingers and moved slightly, but I seem to be writing something slowly, but I don’t like my eyes slightly open. My consciousness has long been distracted and I don’t know that I have become the focus.
The little boy squatted down boldly and approached without a trace of fear. The voice was very immature but revealed a trace of seriousness. "Shall I save you?"
The man didn’t have the strength to answer when someone interrupted, "I’m deaf if I don’t ask."
The little boy obviously didn’t want to be looked back at the interjector, and there was an indomitable spirit in his clear eyes.
"If you don’t answer, I just agreed?" Looking back at this dying beggar, I still say it seriously.
For a long time, the beggar still looked up without any response, and his eyes showed pleading.
"Well, it’s too … Master, just wake up and save your life!" When the child said it, he got up and gestured to the page beside him, but he hesitated and approached him. "Master, don’t delay any more. Let’s start quickly. What kind of person do you want to practice? Let’s find it when we get back."
This young master has been fascinated by medical skills recently, but whenever he sees any injured person, he is eager to help him, especially like that the injury can be saved or not. To put it mildly, it is to save a life. To put it bluntly, it is to practice hands!
"The young master wants him. Take good care of him. If he dies, you’ll see!" The little man lost his words coldly before turning away.
The pages had to take the beggar with them.
Everyone dispersed, and a man and a woman slowly appeared.
"Oh, isn’t this your little mistress?" Men are handsome and tall, but their words are full of evil confusion.
"Don’t beat him up. I didn’t expect the eunuch to be really doomed." The big bright eyes of the female are very beautiful, but the tone is not good than that of the male.
"The princess really didn’t appear again? Maybe don’t find out? " The man got serious.
"I don’t care about the palace. She’d better not wave my large number of poppies!" The woman smiled coldly and left in the direction of the fragrant restaurant.